Archive for December, 2007

VANISHING PRINTS

Monday, December 31st, 2007

The biometric system machine failed twice to read my fingerprints.  I lost my prints, I have no identity.  That does not make me non-human.  I am an earthling with an extremely sensitive skin, suffering from Irritant Contact Dermatitis (ICD) caused by chemical and physical irritants I am exposed to in my job.  Microscopic cracks [...]

FINDING DEEPER CONNECTION

Wednesday, December 26th, 2007

Half past nine in the evening.  Traveling down Riverside Drive to Mount Seymour Parkway on my way to Mountain Highway, with the blinding lights of cars coming from the opposite direction, taking a very narrow path, and being all alone in that lane is a mixture of fear (when you’re not properly geared up), excitement [...]

I AM MY OWN HEALER

Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

April 16, 2005
I can feel my heart in my throat.  Tears raring to flow.  Chest about to explode.  Heart is tightly squeezed.  This pain!  I’m in it again!
April 23, 2005
This damn pain again!  I’m choking on the lump in my throat.  I want to bawl, howl, and scream!  I’m so darn angry [...]

OH, CRAB!

Monday, December 17th, 2007

When two people I highly respect, admire, and love are breathing fire –with me caught in the middle, I feel suffocated; I just want to crawl back into my own shell and never resurface… ever.  I couldn’t stand this kind of conflict… not again.  I’m crumbling to fine smithereens.  ‘Tis a darn messy, dark jungle [...]

ON THE WIND

Friday, December 7th, 2007

Like a fleeting light across the sea of darkness, a powerful presence will emerge.  This entity can move, invigorate, revitalize, and transform… or simply propel you to fly high, like the wind beneath your wings.  A shaft of light beaming on the dark spot of the soul; fueling the fire in your heart; replenishing the [...]

RX…

Friday, December 7th, 2007

. . .   a couple of Mars
. . .    a bucket of tears shed
. . .     a gust of WIND
. . . . . . and you’re on your feet again!